A Letter To My Mother

Dear Momma,

Sunday was Mother's Day. I can't say if it was a good one or not because you were not here. I tend to get sentimental on holidays like these, especially your birthday. Truth is, I miss you! I miss your smile, sassy attitude, and your red hair. I miss your touch even though I can still fill the sensation of it from time to time.

If only I could have you back for 1 hour, just to hear your breath, see you smile, and give me one more good cussin out........If only. The girls are growing, you wouldn't believe how big M is getting. D and K are getting to be big girls too! Daddy's missing you. He's fallen back a little. I honestly think that he's trying to find his way to you. I don't want to lose him right now, losing you nearly broke my heart........He held it together. If he leaves me who will pick up the pieces?

Momma, I miss you! It's been nearly 6 years now. I'll never accept the fact that your gone, I'll never forgive Multiple Sclerosis taking you away from me so soon.....but I can cope and continue to take one day at a time.

So, Happy Mother's Day Momma! I Love You!